I'm Meghan- or Meg, whichever.
These are my thoughts, photos, rants, interests, etc.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
bring me something to drink, snuggle, & cry with me a little.
It’s been the most completely awful week I’ve had in ages. At least one anxiety attack every day. One lasted six hours. Never felt so helpless or small in my entire life.
freezing cold and shaking, sitting on the kitchen floor. what a terrible day it’s been.
Incredibly lonely tonight. It’s really no good.
So I need to focus more on creating. Even if that just means stuffing my notebook in my bag and throwing down random doodles and rants.
Little things are, after all, still things.
maybe it’s stupid but there are moments where all I want is a husband and a house. been told I’m too young or need to wait. but i have a professional job and pay my own bills. maybe I’m just tired of lonely single girl apartment life. whatever.
thinking lots.
about purpose, about intent, about what is important to me, what I want, what I like
lots of learning is going to happen in the next few months
diving back into my mind and figuring things out
learning how to leave an impression
finding satisfaction in myself, confidence in my work
trying hard to not concern myself with what other people think
so many questions in my mind. so much to figure out.
it feels good. its frightening.
[ the end ]
why the eff did someone just start blaring christmas/elevator music in the office?
I was kind of enjoying my Aerosmith, thanks….
9 hour shift = dead
and I’ve gotta be back at 11am.
Christmas is my next day off……yay winter break?
